Fragments from the Decade

I don’t believe in second chances I learned they cost too much to keep But you became the one exception I still don’t know how to leave I built my walls out of bad habits Out of silence and regret But you just walked right through them Like you were something I hadn’t met yet I don’t call you in the night anymore I let that impulse fade away But there are moments I still catch myself Replaying everything we’d say I’m not the type to fall apart I usually hold it in my chest But you found every weak point I never even confessed I tried to label it as nothing Just something time would make dissolve But some things don’t get solved with time They only evolve. So if I act like I’m okay Don’t mistake it for the truth I just got good at hiding How much I still lose to you