Moviestar

My Demons they fighting hard Just like a moviestar Slave to my character No matter how I try to fight their feelings about me It feels like War Sometimes I fake my smile and Deep inside I feel like dying So much my heart is carrying I pray it don't end with sirens Insomnia I cant sleep without popping Every night my mind is racing It's so hard cause I'm craving silence My Demons they fighting hard Just like a moviestar Slave to my character No matter how I try to fight their feelings about me It feels like War I'm chasing the fantasy now What if that's not really me People don't get my sorrow Fans don't get that I got caught up so young Girls always give me drugs My happiness is zipped in their little purse Friends always make me feel robbed Hate that I talk to my mom once in a month And how can I write a love song When I don't feel right about loving anymore I put aside my pride Taking risks making sacrifices Tryna fight the pressure that they fantasize with Can't see myself but I'm a messiah It's hard to take it back when the deal is signed They say sing a song to make the people happy They act like my real feelings ain't valid My Demons they fighting hard Just like a moviestar Slave to my character No matter how I try to fight their feelings about me It feels like War I'm chasing the fantasy now What if that's not really me Sometimes I fake my smile and Deep inside I feel like dying So much my heart is carrying I pray it don't end with sirens Insomnia I can't sleep without popping Every night my mind is racing It's so hard cause I'm craving silence My Demons they fighting hard Just like a moviestar Slave to my character No matter how I try to fight their feelings about me It feels like War I'm chasing the fantasy now What if that's not really me