[00:06.10] I got shot [00:07.57] Dear [00:10.06] I always felt like I'd be shot [00:12.97] Are you afraid to die? [00:14.37] Somebody try to do me some harm [00:15.64] Or do you wanna live forever [00:17.21] Because a lot of people don't like me [00:18.93] Tell me, what's wrong? [00:20.90] They wanna bury me, I'm worried, I'm losin' my mind [00:23.73] Look down the barrel of my 9, and my vision's blurry [00:26.74] Fallin' to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord [00:29.14] But he ignores me, unfortunately, 'cause I'm guilty [00:31.84] Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless [00:33.91] I'm chokin' off marijuana smoke [00:35.76] With every toke it's like I'm losin' focus [00:37.79] Fallin' asleep while I'm in service, when will I die? [00:39.86] Forever paranoid and nervous, because I'm high [00:42.80] Don't mention funerals, I'm stressin' and goin' nutty [00:45.38] And reminiscin' 'bout them niggas that murdered my buddy [00:47.86] I wonder: When will I be happy? Ain't nothin' funny [00:50.39] Flashbacks of bustin' caps, anything for money [00:53.15] Where am I goin'? I discovered, can't nothin' save me [00:56.03] My next door neighbor's havin' convo with undercovers [00:58.83] Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it [01:01.19] Happy birthday, bitch, you know you shouldn't have did it [01:04.17] Everybody's dyin', am I next? Who can I trust? [01:07.05] Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust? [01:08.96] Or will they kill me while I'm sleepin'? [01:10.65] Two to the head while I'm in bed [01:11.84] Leakin' blood on my satin sheets [01:13.50] Is there a heaven for a baller? [01:16.06] I'm gettin' suspicious of this bitch [01:18.01] The line's busy every time I call her [01:19.57] Now she's tellin' me to visit, who else is home? [01:21.73] I check the house before I bone, so we all alone [01:24.49] After I nut I hit the highway, see ya later! [01:26.81] To all the players, watch the fly way a nigga played her [01:29.94] This bitch is tellin' all her homies [01:31.92] That I can fuck her like no other [01:34.32] Now them other bitches wanna bone me [01:36.27] I'm under pressure, gettin' drunk, somebody help me [01:38.56] I drank a fifth of Hennessy, I don't think it's healthy [01:40.66] I see my enemies, they creepin', don't make me blast [01:42.92] I watch the 5-0's roll, the motherfuckers pass [01:45.48] By me like they know me, smilin' as they laugh [01:48.22] I put up my middle finger, then I dash [01:50.29] Niggas don't like me, 'cause I'm thuggin' [01:52.93] And every day I'm a hustler lookin' to get paid [01:56.03] If I know that in this hotel room, they have food everyday [02:00.69] [02:06.78] And i'm knocking on the door everyday to eat [02:10.20] And they tell, they open the door [02:11.81] Let me see the party [02:13.02] Let me see like them throwing salami all over [02:15.12] I mean just like throwing food around [02:17.92] But they're telling me "there's no food in here" [02:19.60] You know what i'm saying? [02:20.50] Everyday, I'm standing outside trying to [02:22.27] Sing my way in [02:24.26] You know what i'm saying? [02:25.14] "We are hungry please let us in'" [02:26.72] "We are hungry please let us in" [02:28.37] After about a week that song is gonna change to [02:31.02] "We hungry, we need some food" [02:33.33] "Gimmie all the food or we're breaking down the door" [02:38.95] And after a year then you just like [02:40.05] You know what I'm saying, I'm picking the lock [02:41.52] Coming through the door blasting [02:42.76] You know what I'm saying? [02:43.89] It's like you hungry, you reached your level [02:45.73] You don't want anymore [02:46.96] We asked 10 years ago [02:48.06] We was asking with the Panthers [02:49.89] We was asking with them, the Civil Rights Movement [02:51.32] We was asking you know [02:53.26] Now those people that asked are all dead and in jail [02:55.68] So now what do you think we're gonna do? [02:58.05] Ask? [03:01.06] They wanna bury me, I'm worried no need to lie [03:04.01] I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry [03:06.57] Nowhere to rest, I'm losin' homies ain't that a bitch? [03:09.44] When I was rich I had clout, now a nigga's lonely [03:11.70] I put the pistol to my head, and say a prayer [03:14.48] I see visions of me dead, Lord, are you there? [03:17.36] Then tell me, am I lost? 'Cause I'm lonely [03:20.12] I thought I had friends, but in the end a nigga dies lonely [03:22.30] Nowhere to run, I'm in terror, and no one cares [03:25.25] A closed casket at my funeral and no one's there [03:27.51] Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways [03:30.18] But still that don't promise me the next day [03:33.42] So I stay thuggin' with a passion, forever blastin' [03:36.07] I'm bustin' on these motherfuckers in my madness [03:39.38] They wonder if I'm hellbound [03:41.30] Well, Hell can't be worse than this, 'cause I'm in Hell now [03:44.17] Don't make me hurt you, I don't want to, but I will [03:47.51] Seen motherfuckers killed over phone bills [03:49.93] Never will I die, I'll be back [03:51.51] Reincarnated as a motherfuckin' MAC [03:54.11] -11, 'cause in Heaven there's no shortage on G's [03:56.88] I'm tellin' you now: "You motherfuckers don't know me" [04:01.61] I ain't scared to die [04:07.19] [04:11.26] I ain't scared to die [04:20.35] Only fear of death [04:24.45] Only fear of death [04:29.85] Only fear of death [04:35.38] The controversy over Death Row Records [04:38.40] [04:42.02] And its owner being sort of a gangster [04:47.33] Everybody's asking about Death Row [04:49.63] Suge ain't no gangsta. He's chilling [04:51.98] No? No man, Suge a rider [04:54.33] I know what good morals are [04:57.00] But you're supposed to disregard good morals [04:59.43] When you're living in a crazy, bad world [05:01.64] If you're in hell, how can you live like an angel? [05:03.88] You're surrounded by devils, trying to be an angel? [05:05.78] That's like suicide [05:06.59]