[00:12.49] When I close my eyes and I try to sleep [00:15.85] The weight of the world falls down on me [00:18.52] It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [00:21.92] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [00:24.14] Sick, inside of bed, infected with the feelings [00:26.98] Staring up like my dreams were projected on the ceiling [00:29.84] I can see it, I want the money and the fame too [00:33.29] They told me when you get it, never let it change you [00:36.04] And finally, I've morphed into everything I tried to be [00:39.04] The fucking irony, as everybody's got their eye on me [00:41.99] Society, quickly became my rivalry [00:45.09] Driving me off the deep end, then doubt starts to creep in [00:48.25] Fairweather, they're never there, do I need friends? We eating [00:51.64] But will they stick around when the feast ends? [00:54.31] You say you love me when it's glitter and gold [00:56.73] But when it's bitter and cold, would you deliver my soul? [00:59.66] Or just cut me out the picture and roll? [01:01.95] Love is pain and it's taking its toll [01:04.05] Feel like I've wasted my whole life [01:06.30] Always working, searching for some shit [01:08.76] Tryna live a life that's perfect, but perfect don't exist [01:12.50] When I close my eyes and I try to sleep [01:15.89] The weight of the world falls down on me [01:18.27] It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [01:21.98] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [01:24.67] Spent my whole life chasing after dreams [01:27.72] But every dream turns out to be [01:30.62] Just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [01:33.87] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [01:36.16] Help me, no, I can't help myself [01:39.24] Help me to believe that I'm somebody else [01:42.16] Not some fucking addict who can't dream 'cause his habits [01:45.11] Are chopped up on a table 'til he screams, "Let me have it" [01:47.76] Fuck it, what's a life anyway, huh? [01:50.98] You hear about that kid who died again today, huh? [01:53.86] I'd pull my fucking guts out just to make you understand [01:57.05] That I've become a ghost, I am a ghost, I'm not a man [02:00.23] Why can't I fucking say it? They'd say that I'm insane [02:03.04] But in a song they'd play it 'cause they understand the pain [02:06.00] What the fuck is going on? Who am I? [02:09.18] Life is just so fucking long, I wanna- [02:11.95] Forgive me, don't forget me, believe you can protect me [02:15.09] It's just a song, I'm venting with the verse that's never-ending [02:18.03] And I have finally lost, the world has finally won [02:20.78] Dear God, did you forget your son? [02:24.61] When I close my eyes and I try to sleep [02:27.86] The weight of the world falls down on me [02:30.55] It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [02:33.96] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [02:36.22] Spent my whole life chasing after dreams [02:39.65] But every dream turns out to be [02:42.63] Just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [02:45.92] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare [02:48.34] Can't find a reason why, don't know why I even try [02:51.30] I pray when I sleep at night, so at least I'll die a decent guy [02:54.20] When I look in the mirror and say hi, I can't look me in the eye [02:57.31] We're both ashamed of the guy on the other side [03:00.22] Can't find my peace and quiet, some things are better left in silence [03:03.23] It's me who needs some guidance, or maybe what I need is violence [03:06.29] When I'm having a meltdown, can't ask for help now [03:08.58] Got so much self-doubt that I weird myself out, can you help out? [03:11.87] So many selfish phobias like self-inflicted loneliness [03:14.95] Sometimes I get so low in this empty search for holiness [03:17.90] Can't seem to find a reason why, I don't know why I even try [03:21.13] These demons, they won't let me sleep at night [03:22.44] They're killing my dreams, they need me to die [03:23.86] But fuck it, I got nothing left to say [03:27.89] We're all gonna die anyway [03:31.28] Shit could happen to me any day [03:33.00] I just spit 32 and didn't say a damn thing [03:35.10]