Even If I Tried

So what if I don't see the sunrise? The sky never been so clear I don't know how much time has been passing 'Cause you feel like you're really here And I know you don't think I'm getting out alive But I swear I won't be the one to not survive I used to think there wasn't much to see outside 'Til I couldn't feel the high even if I tried For a moment, felt like I was zoning, now I'm zoned in Everything I write becomes an omen Bleeding every drop out in the open Knowing sharks in the ocean Home field, for a broke thrill Leaving there with no feels Big old four wheels, driving through the forcefield Like an anvil dropping on an ant hill, we're stuck in here Can I finally leave it all behind me? Go where they won't find me I've been on the run, I've been on the wall The money'll come, the money'll fall I'm sticking with me, we been through it all But you're what I need to really evolve, no So what if I don't see the sunrise? The sky never been so clear I don't know how much time has been passing 'Cause you feel like you're really here And I know you don't think I'm getting out alive But I swear I won't be the one to not survive I used to think there wasn't much to see outside 'Til I couldn't feel the high even if I tried Even if I tried Even if I tried Even if I tried Even if I tried