How I Fall Apart

All alone inside my head All alone inside my head To escape the thought of loneliness is to resist There's no point to refuse this Crawling toward something serious I'm not trying to push you, I'm just too distant Is this who you are? 'Cause it's not who I am You can't make me change I'm just a shell with no substance Now I know that I'm all alone And nobody will come to save me This is how, how I fall apart All alone with these nightmares in my head In time the walls surround me Decrepit fixtures on the shelf all fade from my memory Trembling behind the mask Devoid of anything resembling humanity Always under pressure, I dissolve Void in my vacancy Buried underneath it all In silence, I sink Now I know that I'm all alone And nobody will come to save me This is how, how I fall apart All alone with these nightmares in my head All alone inside my head All alone inside my head I can't give myself to you further For everything's so meaningless to me I'll rip out your heart 'cause that's all I'm good for I can't be your shepherd if I'm lost Now I know that I'm all alone And nobody will come to save me This is how, how I fall apart All alone with these nightmares in my head Now I know that I'm all alone And nobody will come to save me Now I know that I'm all alone All alone with these nightmares in my head