[00:15.04] Typical of me to go and ruin the party [00:18.39] Everybody says they love me, but I'm still brokenhearted [00:21.87] They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a ma-macabre Barbie (I love you) [00:29.88] My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him [00:33.39] I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11 [00:36.91] So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression [00:40.93] I hate that I'm so [00:45.07] Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations [00:51.56] Sucker for a little devastation [00:56.56] And this always happens [01:00.11] Panic attacks in paradise [01:03.74] Piña coladas, I'm terrified [01:07.32] I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright [01:10.98] I'm havin' the best time of my life [01:15.01] Panic attacks in paradise [01:18.75] Hyperventilating under candy skies [01:22.58] Tellin' myself that this is fine [01:25.93] I'm havin' the best time of my life [01:30.59] It's a big joke [01:32.65] Ha ha, I love laughin' [01:34.36] It's a big hoax [01:36.31] Your self-help happy [01:38.28] 'Cause I'm okay [01:40.07] I'm pure propane [01:41.79] On an open flame [01:43.51] Watch me blow up [01:44.70] My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him [01:48.22] I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11 [01:52.09] So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression [01:56.16] I hate that I'm so [01:59.92] Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations [02:06.43] Sucker for a little devastation [02:11.55] And this always happens [02:15.00] Panic attacks in paradise [02:18.71] Piña coladas, I'm terrified [02:22.24] I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright [02:26.00] I'm havin' the best time of my life [02:30.04] Panic attacks in paradise [02:33.72] Hyperventilating under candy skies [02:37.57] Tellin' myself that this is fine [02:41.11] I'm havin' the best time of my life [02:43.94]