[00:02.02] Lusting for eternal pain [00:04.14] Begging to be tortured [00:06.10] Agony brings relief, I am insane [00:24.10] Indulging in self-mutilation [00:27.01] To satisfy my need again [00:29.82] The pain severe from severed veins [00:32.23] Curing me of deprivation [00:33.79] Pain I crave [00:35.08] Euphoric state of butchery [00:37.37] Revelling in gore and blood [00:38.85] Pain I save [00:40.10] Igniting visions of the past [00:42.53] Dismembered bodies never found [00:43.94] Pain i gave [00:46.66] Deranged by my deviance savage goal to maim and kill [00:53.09] Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die [00:59.18] Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality [01:05.40] Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain [01:35.69] Punishment my way of life, suffering intensifies [01:39.16] Sacrifice [01:40.74] Brutal frenzy, no control, perverse actions gratify [01:47.09] Wretched abnormality, condoning inhumanity [01:50.99] Suicide [01:52.33] Carnivorous abusiveness, boiling sawn-off testicles [02:22.30] Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy [02:27.47] Lechery dominates my misery [02:32.59] Tortured eternally, torment inside of me [02:36.77] Disturbing impulses, living in agony [02:40.89] Rancid degenerate craving impalement [02:45.04] Demented destiny, not fearing agony [02:49.10] Excruciating hunger that I need to feed [02:54.11] Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously [02:59.49] Tortured eternally, torment inside of me [03:03.61] Disturbing impulses, living in agony [03:07.62] Rancid degenerate craving impalement [03:11.70] Demented destiny, not fearing agony [03:24.53] Deranged by my deviance, savage goal to maim and kill [03:30.95] Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die [03:37.40] Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality [03:43.82] Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain [04:00.02]