[00:00.94] So, what do you think? [00:05.30] [00:13.80] What do I do to ignore what's behind me? [00:16.26] Do I follow my fate to escape blindly? [00:18.57] Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams [00:20.91] And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? [00:23.28] Do I let it go and try to stand it? [00:25.45] Or do I try to catch them red-handed? [00:27.81] Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? [00:30.03] Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness? [00:32.22] The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men [00:34.77] I make the right turns but I'm lost within [00:37.29] I put on my daily facade but then [00:39.59] I just end up getting hurt again by myself [00:42.59] (Myself) [00:43.42] I ask why (but in my mind I find) [00:45.73] I can't rely on myself [00:47.08] (Myself) [00:48.25] I ask why (but in my mind I find) [00:50.54] I can't rely on myself [00:52.00] I can't hold on (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [00:56.69] It's all too much to take in [01:01.22] I can't hold on (when I'm against you I can't win) [01:05.98] With thoughts of failure sinking in [01:09.85] If I turn my back I'm defenseless [01:12.12] And to give in to fate seems senseless [01:14.41] If I hide my pride, I lie sleepless [01:16.72] And won't be able to cope with my weakness [01:18.99] If I let them go, I'll be outdone [01:21.47] But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun [01:23.85] If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer [01:26.04] Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself [01:29.41] (Myself) [01:30.05] I ask why (but in my mind I find) [01:32.20] I can't rely on myself [01:33.48] (Myself) [01:34.86] I ask why (but in my mind I find) [01:37.18] I can't rely on myself [01:38.44] I can't hold on (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [01:43.18] It's all too much to take in [01:47.92] I can't hold on (when I'm against you I can't win) [01:52.65] With thoughts of failure sinking in [01:57.26] How do you think that I've lost so much? [02:01.61] Always afraid and I'm out of touch [02:06.25] How do you expect that I will know what to do [02:10.85] When all I know is what you tell me to? [02:15.33] Don't you (know) [02:16.58] I can't tell you how to make it (go) [02:18.84] No matter what I do, how hard I (try) [02:21.39] I can't seem to convince myself (why) [02:23.42] I'm stuck on the outside [02:24.64] Don't you (know) [02:26.18] I can't tell you how to make it (go) [02:27.85] No matter what I do, how hard I (try) [02:30.13] I can't seem to convince myself (why) [02:32.63] I'm stuck on the outside [02:34.28] I can't hold on (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [02:39.25] It's all too much to take in [02:43.85] I can't hold on (when I'm against you I can't win) [02:48.57] With thoughts of failure sinking in [02:53.32] I can't hold on (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [02:57.71] It's all too much to take in [03:02.51] I can't hold on (when I'm against me I can't win) [03:07.04] With thoughts of failure from with- [03:11.96]