Yo, listen Yo All this pain that i feel i wanna get high again Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again Ima die before i ever love and trust again Back to where i started, cause i'm rapping about the pain again Pain is all i feel hurt is all i feel huh Demons in me still i could get you killed huh I keep it real they keep it fake so they pretend I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again They say that love hurts I guess i love pain The way i love is unconditional, i need to change Cause they don't really love you till you're dеad or getting paid Came from the trеnches i had to hustle it was the only way We live it, shawty got me tripping I lost my heart to the streets but i still tried for women I'm a tug but i don't mean that i got bat intentions I needed love but they don't wanna give me no attention I gotta, black heart with a sad soul My head hot but my heart cold I overthink till the sun goes Now it's 4am, i'm high so i don't lose control The devil holding me down like i'm in a choke hold If i'm holding you down i swear i never fold If i'm holding you down, just know my pain attached You know i been through the struggle, i don't know how to act I swear i don't cap I put my pain into my music, i do that real rap I'm smoking cali cause it's me against the world, i feel like 2pac Put it inna spliff, i smoke it all so she know that i really mean that All this pain that i feel i wanna get high again Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again Ima die before i ever love and trust again Back to where i started, cause i'm rapping about the pain again Pain is all i feel hurt is all i feel huh Demons in me still i could get you killed huh I keep it real they keep it fake so they pretend I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again All this pain that i feel i wanna get high again Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again Ima die before i ever love and trust again Back to where i started, cause i'm rapping about the pain again Pain is all i feel hurt is all i feel huh Demons in me still i could get you killed huh I keep it real they keep it fake so they pretend I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again