Ruby stay at home on a Friday night Hoes blow up my phone, tell 'em that I'm quite alright I might forget that my pimp game is weak sometimes And if you slip, you fall in love, now she's gone Now I gotta ball, flex on Adderall Sex on Tramadol, I guess I'll try 'em all As I recollect, the records I collect Most of the artists wished for an early death I will give it my all, yes, I will give it my best Anything to replace all the static in my chest But I know she won't be home, I feel so fucking broke I'm lethal, I bleed foam, and seep smoke Tryna join the 27 Club So many times tried to get off the subs Yung Inebriated, Lil Half Cut Both knees are shaking from the mass drugs I put in my body every day, daily Ex on my mind when I start masturbating Somebody save me, 'cause I have no patience When it comes to death, I'm not tryna be waiting Not tryna be slaving for no vacation Not tryna be you, or that bitch that you're datin', save all the faking I'm just rollin', smokin' with my two cups, still losing In between if I'ma fold or blow up, $uicide is what I'm choosing