[00:01.24] I sit quietly on my phone [00:03.82] Trying to enjoy time alone [00:07.11] "Don't think to much" I tell myself when I start thinking [00:10.66] Wanna enjoy all this breathing without drinking [00:14.46] Why do they look so in love? [00:17.85] The couple walking by, well, maybe they're on drugs [00:21.51] "Don't look too much" I tell myself when I start staring [00:25.17] Maybe there's something in the perfume that she's wearing [00:28.62] It's the little things that I can't understand [00:32.09] How they love, lie, pass it and keep and holding hands [00:35.53] It's the little things I'll never understand [00:38.93] I think it must be fake like a fake spray tan [00:44.17] How do you love? [00:47.49] How do you love? [00:50.80] How do you love? [00:54.31] How do you love? [00:58.92] I've tried to read myself to sleep [01:02.32] It just gives me anxiety [01:05.80] How will I know where I was when I started sleeping? [01:09.49] I feel the same way about cuddling, but for dreaming [01:13.36] Distractions can be hard to find [01:16.76] But I suggest just make a list and you'll be fine [01:20.05] Write down all the things you wanna learn to do [01:23.61] Enjoy your favorite movies, starting old to new [01:27.17] It's the little things that I don't understand [01:30.51] How they look, lie, pass it, they keep and holding hands [01:34.02] It's the little things I'll never understand [01:37.44] Think it must be fake like a fake spray tan [01:42.24] How do you love? [01:45.91] How do you love? [01:49.35] How do you love? [01:52.88] How do you love? [01:56.63] How do you love? [01:59.96] How do you love? [02:03.55] How do you love? [02:07.39] How do you love? [02:09.33]